Pressure is on!

Nothing really new going on this week.  Just taking care of family and school as usual.  I found out the dates to my senior show and that put a little pressure on me.  I was under the impression that our show would be in late April however it will be April 2-7.  So that pushed up our deadlines and made my life a little more hectic.  Its okay though.  I feel like a have a good grasp on things right now.  I'm beyond stressed and my life is like one big emotional roller coaster right now but I feel confident.  I am getting things done and that is what matters.  I went on a bit of a rant last week but it felt good.  I spend a lot of my time biting my tongue for the sake of others but ever once in a while I reach a breaking point.  Seems these past few weeks my temper has been flaring a lot faster, I need a vacation lol Maybe after i  graduate... we will see. So I guess my goal for this week is to try to keep my temper in check and to keep moving forward.  I can do this and thankfully I have family and friends who are supporting me.  If it weren't for them I would not be where I am today.  I appreciate everything they do for me.  Whether its just making me laugh, or taking my kids for a few hours so I can work it is all appreciated.  So make sure you thank the ones who help you.  Be there when they need you.  No one can go through life alone.  I am an extremely independent person and I need help all the time.  Don't be afraid to ask for help.  Don't just give up or lose faith in yourself when things get difficult.  I hate to hear people say "I can't" when they won't even try.  If you want something bad enough you will find a way.  It might take you a little longer but its worth it in the end.